.Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ' 3:46:00 PM Y
i love you & your love is all i ever wanted
Yes!! Yes!! Finally Taufik Batisah's Suria Hatiku (Plus A Free Album Poster) and David Archuleta Debut Album are in my hands!! I bought them @ S$16.95 each at CD Rama Jurong Point. And here is my mini review for the above mentioned albums:Taufik Batisah - Suria Hatiku (My Rating: 10/10)An absolute perfect 4th album (2nd Malay album) from the 1st Singapore Idol, Taufik Batisah. 8 of the 10 songs are written and produced by Taufik himself while another 2 are composed and produced by top music producer; M Nasir. Several hit songs includes Gadis Itu, Hey, Nafasku and KepadaNya (feat. Hady Mirza). This album is highly recommended. Get it now @ any CD Rama stores islandwide. Buy Original, Avoid Piracy!David Archuleta Debut Album (My Rating: 8.5/10)A nicely done debut album from American Idol latest season runner up; David Archuleta. Hit songs includes Crush, Touch My Hand, Barriers and A Little Too Not Over You. Btw I am a new fan of David Archuleta. Thanks to Syafieka for introducing him to me as I rarely watch AI. :)
.Sunday, November 23, 2008 ' 11:28:00 AM Y
i love you & your love is all i ever wanted
.Saturday, November 22, 2008 ' 4:01:00 PM Y
i love you & your love is all i ever wanted
Yeah guess what. i got my new laptop, yeah the HP Compaq Presario C794TU, ok its kinda Not a new model, if i am nOt wrong, its last year. But whatever it is, as long as it is a 1st hand (bought from Courts Jurong Point) and working well, its perfectly alright. Thanks so much dad :) And oh ya, this is my first time using Window Vista and I am quite confused with it. Cause I usually use Window XP on my PC. I hope I can get use to it soon as well as the touchpad. Hehe.
Anyway I am thinking of changing the layout of Aliff Aziz Online. It is kinda of boring already. Yeah furthermore it is coming to the year 2009 soon. I guess it is a perfect time. A brand new year and brand new AAO layout. So AliffAngels, stay tuned on 01 January 2009 aite! :)
.Saturday, November 15, 2008 ' 6:16:00 PM Y
i love you & your love is all i ever wanted
Zul4ever aka Zulkiflie' Is A Dumb Stupidious Guy In The World...Don't U Thnk So? YES I AM. Whatever I do will always goes wrong. Don't you guys know what is the 4 things u shouldnt break in life. Trust, relationship, promise, and heart. Cause when they break, they never cry but suffered in silence. Once again I make her to be like that and it is all of because of my dumb stupidious action. All is over now. I don't think she forgive me anymore. I give up BUT whatever it is, although she didnt forgive me, my love for her will NEVER DIES.
You asking me to forget her? There is NO WAY I could forget her my dear readers since HER is already 100% sticked on my mind and heart. I seriously won't forget her very easily EXCEPT for one extreme action; COMMIT SUICIDE. Ok Ok that is simply dumb and dumber. I already promise myself, my family and friends I won't repeat that incident again BUT my life just hurt too much, especially during my childhood time (1992 to 2001; pri and sec sch time) full of bulliers, ppl calling me names and some harrassment which I can't disclose here. And my crucial life is not over yet, another incident happen again in 2002 when i were 17. This is a true life story and I hope it can be lesson to all especially nerdy out there. To cut it short, I have a relationship with this girl lah, my so called ex-gf for only 3 weeks je. Why so short? Ok u know why? Because one day, I saw her with another guy and I confront them lah and guess what I found out that she is already engaged with that guy. Oh my god, I am so dumb stupid lah. I has been cheated all along. All the money that I spent for her is just worthless.
My dear readers, many of you think I am a normal guy BUT the fact is NO. FYI, I am a special gifted person. Not a person with high abilities but a person with special needs. I am deemed as slow person, based on my history. I only beginning to talk at the age of 3 and my IQ is quite low. K1, K2, P1, P2, P3 and P4; I failed every single subjects, and at one time in P3, my principal suggested to my parents for me to be send to a special school but my parents objected to it and I managed to buck up in P5 and above. That is why my English is quite poor up til today.
My dear readers who have me in your MSN or YM friendlist, I won't be online for the next few days or weeks as I need time to rest my mind. Before I ended my rants here, I would like to thanks god, my family, my relatives, AliffAngels, Hamizah, Sufri, Syafieka, Mamahani, Ida, Ika, Mira Nazira, HafizZ aka Illicit and many more which i can't recall their names for your care and love for me. Thank you and I love you guys so much.
.Sunday, November 09, 2008 ' 9:50:00 PM Y
i love you & your love is all i ever wanted
This is getting HARDER on me DAY BY DAY and it is getting WORSE AND WORSE, why can't I stop thinking of HER day and night? Seriously I am really100x missing HER badly. Argh. What's WRONG with ME? Is this so called LOVE AT THE FIRST SIGHT or what. This is the first ever feeling I ever experience and I have been keeping it to myself for MONTHS AND MONTHS. Oh man, please help me someone. Sooner or later my mind will blow up, I will be going crazy and end up at IMH (I Miss Her Hospital).
OR should I just GIVE UP or BERSERAH?
Berserah reminds me of one my favorite song entitled Berserah by Taufik Batisah. This song describe my life which is full of obstacles especially during my childhood time which I will never ever forget the hard time i have.
Gerhana meliputi segala
Tiada lagi sinaran cahaya
Keinginan tanpa kepastian
Tak mampu rasanya ku teruskan
Ku meneruskan...
Chorus
Biarlah ku relakan segala
Walau hidupku sebuah tanda tanya
Mengapa...
Biarpun tak mampuku bertahan
Tak akan pernahku akui kalah
Masih terdampar ku disini
Tiada jalan mungkinku lalui
Harusnya hidupku dipersenda
Mengharungi dugaan melanda
Ku berserah...
Chorus
Biarlah ku relakan segala
Walau hidupku sebuah tanda tanya
Mengapa...
Biarpun tak mampuku bertahan
Tak akan pernahku akui kalah
Ending
Tuhanku ku relakan segala
Takkan pernahku akui kalah
Percayaku yakin padanya
Dia yang menentukan semua
Ku berserah...
* nothing is impossible, remember? *
.Saturday, November 08, 2008 ' 11:12:00 AM Y
i love you & your love is all i ever wanted
Life is full of high and low. These few weeks, there are few incidents that happened to me and my fellow friends. And it is all about TRUST. TRUST plays a important part in our life. Without it, do you think you can live up a friendship? Nah. Anyway luckily it is all over now. Just forget the past. I don't wish to think about it and neither do you.
SONG: NEVER BE REPLACED (BOY VERSION)
- START -
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to girl I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to girl I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probably let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all
[Repeat Chorus]
- END -
This is one of my favorite songs and I really love it and it describe how I willing to do anything for her as long we will be together. I do really love her and I misses her so much but she will never never realise it. One wish for me, her love is all I ever wanted. I will wait for her no matter how long it will take; months, years. I doubt she will read this even though she Noes my blog url. It is my personal blog anyway. It is the channel to express my feeling from my very own heart other than sharing with ma trusted friends. Anyway if she do drop by here, I just want to say that I know that it’s been hard on you, and I know that I’m not always with you but you need to know that I do love you and forever that’s the way it will stay.
Anyway from last Wed onwards, I will post my daily working mileage for the day for the sake of liven up my lifeless blog. It is a amount of km spent transferring containers from ship to yard and vice versa. On Wed, my mileage is 54 km. Thur - Meter Spoilt. Fri - 65 km. I have been working at the Pasir Panjang PSA port for nearly 2 months and find it a quite busy port beside the ones at Keppel side and it is quite rush really meeting the target and everyone is rushing here and there. That is why i am Now understand why PSA is called the world busiest port.
Aliff Aziz Online is getting fade day by day, hits are going down and down. Is it mean I didn't manage AAO well? I admit I have tight schedule for the past 2 months since I start working and quite stress. I really thinking of finding new webmaster/mistress to replace me BUT luckily I have my committee members for supporting me. If not for them, AAO life is going to be harder than it should be.
* Missing you badly *
