What?? Fantasia won?? I still cant believe it...although she is not my favorite...i would like to congrats her for her success... I cant wait for S'pore Idol which will be shown on Channel 5 at 8.30pm right after the LIVE telecast of NDP 2004 =)

I gonna fail BS...the last question i dont know to do...i hate the formulae...it sux...and it costs me 30 marks...arghhh...stress...stresss..*^*

Haiz...Guess I have to wait now for the result to come out mid next month...for BFD, i have a feeling that I might have to repeat...haiz...anyway today last day of sch and sch opens on 5 July...got 1 full month to enjoy...yipppeeee... =P

2moro as of 20 May 2004 is my birthday...i going to be 19...weeeee...=P...today my family and i celebrate my birthday at my sis's house...although it is just simple, it is still fun especially when my nieces are around...

2moro is also the BCO Oral Test, quite nervous leh..hope i have confidence...i will follow whatever Mr Aaron Tang have taught me...i also cant wait to give him a small token as 2moro will be the last day i see him as he will be transfer to ITE headquarter this July...so very the sad...coz he is the best and understanding teacher i ever had...he have taught me how to survive in the future with effective communication, how to gain my confidence when making frens and much more...he is a role model for me not only now but 4ever...

Today is bad day lor...reach sch at 9 am...i receive my VB results and it turn out very badly...i already sign the appeal letter to ungrade the subject already...i hope Mr Indra will approve it...if not...arghhh...so sad so sad...even my classmates so the very sad too...it just too difficult...haiz so sian eh...then 12nn reach home...not feeling well, felt dizzy...go take panadol and go to sleep...then wake up at 6pm...do that do this...at 9pm...log in to msn messenger...chat chit with frens there...then log out...sleep at 11.30pm...zzzzzz

A translated true article for all teenager out there taken from local Malay newspaper; Berita Harian; "Ekstra" section Pg 16 dated 14 May 2004 entitled "Dont blame other people":

I am a 16 years old teenage girl. I would like to share with all teenagers out there about my daily life.

Mid last year, my parents find out that I have a boyfriend.

Immediately they blame my boyfriend for the reason I always fail the school examination.

With that, they make more my life more miserable for me and starting to control me. My father will take me to school and after school, my mother will take me home.

My friends give me a new nickname. They call me "anak mak" or "mother's child".

Handphone, which I always make it as my communication thingy to call my friends for a chit chat have been given back and kept by my mother while my computer has been moved from my room to the living room.

At home, I am not allowed to close my room's door because my mother scare that I quietly having a handphone.

I also not allowed to go to shop even it is near my home, except with my mother.

Go to shop near my home cannot, how about go out with my friends. More even cannot!!

At first, I cannot accept the new environment. All my foot steps are being watched. For that, it make me more frustrated.

My relationship with my mother has been bad. She always take advantage to find my mistake and blame my friends for teaching me to be aggresive to my parents.

For example; if my mother see my room in a mess, she say my friends teach me to do that mess and much more.

She sometime cry because of my attitude. We always quarrel. She always compare me with other people's child and also with my elder sister who currently study at university.

Day by day, I getting more stress and stress.

But when I sit down and think, I begin to realise that I am the one who make my mother change her attitude.

If I never join a chatters group by always stick to my computer, I will not been controlled closely like this. I make the wrong use of freedom which my parents give to me by meeting my boyfriend.

Even though I never call him anymore, my parents still dont believe me.

With that, I would like to remind all teenagers who always bla bla about wanting freedom or those who already had been given freedom, dont ever ever lose your parents' hope toward you.

Once they never believe us, forever and ever they wont believe us.

Many of my so called going to be friends thought that if they going through the same thing like me, maybe they will feel more stress up, blame their parents and maybe run away from home.

But before we blame our parents, we suppose to ask ourselves why they make us like a piece of so called.....

Now I realise that my parents dare to spend time to correct me.

I also dont know when I will get back my happy lifestyle like last time; study group with my friends, do activities outdoor with friends.

I am also like other teenagers who want a little space for breathing.

By efkay nb (not real name)

PS: Dont ever ever make our parents so sad...remember they are the one who always spend time with us since we were inside mommy's stomach...they give us foods and drink...give us home to live in...give us clothes to wear...give us money to spend...without them we wont be here today...remember that guys...=)

Happy Mothers' Day

I would like to wish all mothers worldwide a Happy Mothers' Day...

MORE THAN A MOTHER

When God set the world in place,
when He hung the stars up in space,
when He made the land and the sea,
then He made you and me.

He sat back and saw all that was good,
He saw things to be as they should.
Just one more blessing He had in store;
He created a mother, but whatever for?

He knew a mother would have a special place
to shine His reflection on her child's face.
A mother will walk the extra mile
just to see her children smile.
She'll work her fingers to the bone
to make a house into a home.

A mother is there to teach and guide,
a mother will stay right by your side.
She'll be there through your pain and strife,
she'll stay constant in your life.

A mother will lend a helping hand
until you have the strength to stand.
She'll pick you up when you are down,
when you need a friend she'll stick around.

A mother is one who listens well,
will keep her word; will never tell.

A mother never pokes or pries
but stands quietly by your side,
giving you the strength you need,
encouraging you to succeed.

A mother is one who can be strong
when you need someone to lean on.

You're more than a mother to me;
a reflection of Him in your face I see,
a love that knows no boundaries.

I'm glad that you chose to be
all this and more to me.
You share a love that knows no end,
you're more than my mother,
you are my friend.

~By Kari Keshmiry~

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Zulkiflie aka Zul4ever

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20 May 1985

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